I Don't Want God To Be Part Of My Life

    I go day by day living my life and sometimes I just stop. I think about God, and I say the name of Jesus. But I don't want to live like that anymore. I don't want to take a minute and think about God.

    You see... I've read the Bible a couple of times and I've seen how some people in the Bible live life in a totally different way than I do. They actually breathe God. They feel Him. When people got close to them, they could feel the presence of God. Some people even got healed by just the shadow of one of them.

    I want to experience that. I want to actually breathe Christ. I want to be so in love with God that I don't have to stop and think about him because He will be in my mind constantly. The same way David couldn't stop thinking about God.

"I lie awake thinking of you, meditating on 
you through the night."(Psalm 63:6)

    I don't want God to be part of my life because He Is My Life. I want to fall in love with Him more each day because he is my everything. Without God I am nothing. I would be blind to the truth. I would be in complete darkness. But with him, I'm in the light. I am free! I am loved! I have life!

I Don't Go To Church

First of all I want to clarify that I actually don't go to church, none of us do.

"Now I rejoice in my sufferings for your sake, and fill up on my part that which is lacking of the afflictions of Christ in my flesh for his body’s sake, which is the church;" (Colossians 1:24)

Pay attention where it says.. "which is the church". It says that Christ's body is the church. So, technically we don't go to church. Those who have Christ Are The Church.

"All of you together are Christ’s body, and each of you is a part of it." (1 Corinthians 12:27)

Now that we know that we know that We are the Church. We should also know that we are part of the same church. We are in the same body! 

    People think that there are different churches around the world and some of them try to compete trying to have the most members. But don't they know that we are all in the same church? They also think that we can't be in different churches every week. 

    I've visited different "churches" and you may think it's wrong but I'm really visiting my family, just being with different members of it. It's like when I want to go visit my grandmother at her house on sunday and on thursday I went to visit my aunt at her house. We are part of the same family. 

We are One in Christ! 

Voices Of The Cross

An incredible video by Dan Stevers

http://www.danstevers.com/

God Is All Around Me

This weekend I was celebrating my 21st birthday. I usually celebrate my birthdays at a pool because my friends can be there without paying anything and we can hangout and have fun.

As I dived into the water, it was like time stopped. The world was in slow motion.

    It was just me and the water. The water was everywhere. Every part of my body was touched by the water in the pool. Suddenly, I started thinking about God. How God is literally everywhere like really.. Everywhere. I am constantly moving In God. Everywhere I go, God is there.

"For in him we live and move and exist."(Acts 17:28) 

    Isn't that just amazing!? Now thats not the only incredible thing. The most amazing, incredible, awesome thing is that God is also In Me. That is mind blowing. Knowing that God is actually living inside of me and that we are One. WOW!!! There are no words to describe it.

"But the person who is joined to the Lord is one spirit with him." (1 Corinthians 6:17)

Why Can't They Tell Me The Truth?

Something I value so much is honesty. 

    I went through a tough process in a point of my life. I had trusted the wrong people. Those "friends" lied to me and betrayed me. "Their mouths are full of lies; they swear to tell the truth, but they lie instead."(Psalm 144:8) I felt miserable! I thought no one could understand what I was going through and I felt so so dumb! Like, why didn't I notice that they were lying right to my face? It was obvious but I trusted them too much to see it.

Since then, I've learned that I can't trust everyone and that if a person lies even if its a "white lie" he/she can't be trusted.

I used to think... Why is it so hard for them to tell the truth? But then I learned that those who don't have Jesus in their heart can easily lie to someone because they don't have Truth in them.

"Jesus told him,  “I am the way, the truth, and the life. 

No one can come to the Father except through me."(John 14:6)

Jesus = Truth

Asking them to be completely honest is asking them to go against their nature. But those who have Jesus can easily speak the Truth. For the Truth lives in them.

"because the truth lives in us and will be with us forever."(2 John 1:2)

I'm Back!

    I'm sorry I haven't been posting lately. I didn't really know what to write about. My head has been thinking about a lot of things recently and I really didn't feel like writing anything. But I'm back! I'm ready to go!

    Not a lot of people read my blog so nothing really motivated me to write. Sometimes I just wish my blog would be more popular, plus I'm still trying to get use to writing every week. Starting something from the beginning is not easy. It's like exercise. When you're starting to exercise everyday trying to make it into a habit, it's hard. Your body is not use to it so it becomes a struggle. But after a couple of weeks you kinda get the hang of it and it becomes part of your daily life.

    I really want this blog to be part of my life. I'm going to pray that God will put that great desire in me to write. I really love this blog and love that someone from another part of the world can read what I'm saying about Jesus. That someone can actually be blessed by reading what God is saying though me.

God is real! He loves you! Always be yourself!

God Does Amazing Things In Your Life!

God does so many things in our life and we don't even notice it. 

Keep Your Eyes Wide Open! 

The Feeling Of The Wind

    God spoke to me once through a cousin of mine. Yes, He really did! God told me something that was truly amazing. Now, you must be thinking, what did He say? Well, He told me that every time I would feel a breeze, it was Him hugging me. Isn't that amazing? Knowing that God was actually hugging me through the wind?

The thing is.. that's not the only amazing thing. 

    Once, I thought of a nickname for myself because I wanted to be a hip hop dancer, at least, I think that was the reason. Anyways, the nickname I thought of was "A.I.R." because those are my actual initials. (My mom compares me to Pocahontas because of the way she feels the wind.)

Ok, I don't know if you know how amazing this is

...but I'm not finished, there is one thing missing.

   One day I was in the car with my mom and suddenly God starts talking to me through her. These are the exact words that God said, "A.I.R didn't come from your mind. I am, I am the air you breath. I gave you that name." Wow! Now that is just WOW! Knowing that God gave me that name. 

    Everything was planned from the beginning, everything had a purpose. Nothing absolutely nothing in this world happens randomly. The fact that I can actually feel God everyday is a blessing. I'm actually breathing Him everyday. So without God, I would be dead right now.

God is the reason I am alive. God is the reason you are alive.

"For the Spirit of God has made me, and the breath of the Almighty gives me life." Job 33:4 NLT